my monolog 1.0

hello world .

here i am .

standing against you .

with all my pride .

my ego .

alter-ego .

weak .

just want to be ignored .

here .

alone .

with no one, but Llyod .

hey Llyod, i'm ready to be heart broken .

cause i can't see further than my own nose at this moment .

sounds silly, eh?

monolog .

i am a monolog robot .

monolog robot, i am .

i am nothing than just a talking but monolog robot .

stuck .

on this corner .

dark .

such a dork .

me !

i am facing fake plastic dolls .

everyone .

here .

beg you to stay with me .

and i will look outside at the raincoats coming!

and i will say ohhhh !

yeah, that's what will i say .

oohhhhh !

black .

white .

black .

white .

green .

it looks good in green .

green tea .

green leaves .

green wall .

and the green attitude .

me?

thank you .

p.s : i love you .

L is for you, London !

smoooochhhhh :-*

hell-oooooooo London !!!

yeah, why i love London so much?

London?

who doesn't know this city?

London Calling !!!

the Clash could have screamed it out loud, but i could make it even LOUDER :p

hell--oooooooooooooooooooo red phone box and double deckerrrrr !!!!

uuuhhhhh i adore youuuu, matessss !!! :-*

dreaming is the first path and pattern that we make to reach the real dreams ..

-dee-

cheers, dee .

w h i n n i n g m e . .

c u r s i n g  . .

the word that almost everyday could came out from my mouth .

a c c e p t i n g  . .

the word that almost unable to do its way, almost everyday .

h u r t i n g  . .

the word that almost could describe perfectly of what i feel inside, almost everyday .

p l a y i n g  . .

the word that almost touch me by its meaning, almost everyday, lately .

t r y i n g  . .

the word that almost could defined all acts that i've done, everyday .

those words are descriptions of me, right here, right now .

p e r i o d .

seorang Tan .

pada hasrat yang tak lagi .

pada sepi tak terbagi .

pada derap saat mati .

kutuliskan namamu ....

kemerdekaan .

-Tan Malaka-

Letters to Ibu .

Dear Mom,

how are you today?

hey, i'm good .

hope you're doing just fine .

i'm missing our old patterns of life that we used to have .

just that .

don't have any friends that could do the same thing as you did to me, back then .

after all,

THANK YOU .

I love you, IBU .

cheers,
dee.

m e .

m e ?

w h o ?

y o u .

y e s , y o u .

h e y !

y o u !

y e s , y o u !

m e ?

m e .

y o u .

h e y .




cheers,
dee.

Vampire Weekend is coming to town !!!

woohoooo !!! vampire weekend is coming all the way to jakartaaa ..
actually this is going to be a sweet escape, indeed . why?
i loveeeeeeeeeeeeee attending giggssss !! shining and dancing and swinging to the beat ... what could be more splendid than that?
ppffttt, since i'm working, i reckon that i lost some of my quality times of having and experienced one to another GIGS !!
*sigh*
i must say that i dissapointed for not attending those awesome gigs, for some like Javarockinland (aarrggggggghhh shooottt me! i couldnt able to see Wolfmother and the Vines with my own eyes!) :'(

okay, enough said.
during this past weeks, Vampire Weekend's songs are echoing in my ears and my bloody silly mind that's already full with work stufffssssss (blah.)
A-Punk is my blooooddyyy favorite soonggg from Vampire Weekend !! aaaaaa, i could repeat it like for thousands of times .. White Sky, Run, Campus, Everywhere and Holiday are some of their unique yet catchy songs.
just can't wait to see Ezra with my fuckin' own eyes :P

Here, i posted 2 photos of them, Ezra as main point :D
hahahaha ..
just can't wait.
hoping they could satisfy my thirst of good and awesome music, at least.

cheers,
dee.